I am tremendously cranky. Which sucks because I am so super, unbelievably happy about being pregnant and I really just want to bask in it. But, I am so grumpy and irritable.
DH, who is the best DH on the planet (no, really, he truly is) is hella sick. Like, knocked on his ass, looks like death warmed over sick. He usually dotes on me in general and he also is the cook in our household. Well, yesterday, he stayed home from work and slept all day (as he should have). I didn't know yet, though, just how bad he felt; I just thought he had a bit of a cold. When I got home from work with dd and he was asleep and there was no dinner made, I flipped out. I kept it pretty internal, but I was pissed. Actually, I didn't keep it so internal. I was seething silently, but it was still pretty apparent I was seething. I felt like crap, I was beyond exhausted and I had to start dinner at 6:45. And make dd's lunch for the next day (DH usually does it) and get her off to bed. Had he given me a call and let me know he was going to be out of commission, I would've been much, much cooler, but as it was, I was so. not. happy.
But, once I got dd to sleep, I took a long bath and calmed down. Then I felt like an ass for being so pissed off when my poor, wonderful husband is so sick (it became more and more apparent throughout the night that he is really, really sick).
Today I've been grumpy because work sucks and is super busy and I just want to have pregnancy and baby daydreams all day. DH is still just as sick and I have to do everything again. But, at least I know to expect it tonight.
I'm thinking dd and I will go out to eat.