Join Date: Dec 2004
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Have you thought of finding a counselor and talking it out?
I lost my son last August shortly after his birth and I'm due again this August. It is a lot harder being pregnant this time around out of fear of losing this baby and out of fear of another rough birth.
I found a counselor that has BTDT - her first son was stillborn. It is such a relief to have her to talk to - both for DH and me. I was able to locate her through the local birth loss support group in town. I emailed the woman that runs the group and she sent me the counselor's name.
Best wishes and I hope you're able to shake the feeling - it's awful to have to carry around.