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Not sure if I am phrasing this right, but I am upset, of course because my c-section was unnecessary, but also had some trauma after wards (not seeing dd for 7 hours, being refused food for more than 48 hrs, long list of stuff and bad treatment from staff)
I had a hard time dealing with DD after she was born, from being away from her for so long, to then her being so sleepy for a few days that I barely held her. Then I had ppd for a long time and she cried a lot and had reflux (allergy reactions from food I was eating when I nursed her and forceful let down)
I wonder if everything turns out the way I want this time, if I will feel bad/sad for not having such a good experience with DD.
Sorry - I am having trouble phrasing this right.
A doula who married a cop & became a mama to 3 boys: G 12/22/00, my rainbow baby B 2/2/07 and L 2/10/10 my CBA2V baby, waiting for my little caboose late February 2013 & always remembering my two angels 2006 & 2012.