but i did on wed aug 25. she did well and they only had a half day............i was bawling in front of the teacher! i walked up to the teacher and of course other parents were milling about and i said "i'm jannan and this is my dd catalina. and please take good care of her................... then the tears started....... she rubbed my back and said "it seems that you've never left her befor" i lied and said " no, never" when she went to home care at 18 months. then all the parents went to a meeting with the principal to answer questions. guess who had the most questions? Me!! i had a ton of questions. in fact , when i ran into the principal yesterday she says very nicely "you are the parent who asked alot of questions." so i said "there is a lot I don't know. i was born and raised in a public school" she understood . but now i can't sleep.......i go to bed at 10 and wake up at 4 and can't get back to bed.
i feel like everything is so different now and nothing will be the same ever.