I am a vbac after 3 csects. I have also had 3 vbacs. I went csect, vbac, vbac. Then doctors just started refusing to do vbacs so I got stuck with a csect and then csect...strictly due to policy. I felt...well "birth raped" with those babies. The 6th child, I was early so the hospital spent a bunch of time trying to stop my labor. As a result, by the time they gave up, it was soo late for the csect. After that, I felt convicted to never have a csect again. I do not care if I give birth at home, whatever, I am not letting them chop me open. I see little point in going to the hospital since I know they will demand a csect and then refuse me epidural and medical care when I say no.