I change my mind near daily now. Everyone has been calling my LO Kate, and Katie Jo, and I've just sprung on them that I think her name might be Keira. Or Kelsey. Or back to Ryan.
On top of that, my middle name pick of "Jo," to honor my mom (middle name Jo) and my dad (first name Joe) is now up for (completely self-imposed inner) debate, but I feel like taking it back now would hurt my mom a lot. (Although I guess she'd get over it.)
So here's my latest "short" list. Rofl.
Mackenzie (fair; beautiful)
Keira (dark haired)
Jo (God increases)
Nan/Nancy (favor; grace) (mom's name)
I think I'm going to wait until she comes out. If she has a full head of dark hair, what's up Keira! If she doesn't cry, the happy baby is Felicity. If things get scary and I count her as particularly brave that day, she'll be a Kelsey. If she's as white as me (and BD), Mackenzie it is. If I'm feeling overly guilty about her lack of a present father, I'll name her Katherine so she knows that I'm the impure one, not her. And if none of those fit, my little king Ryan she'll be.
And then I'll slog through the middle names.
I'm seriously shocked I ever get anything done in this life. My inner battles are alarmingly intense.
Thanks for listening.