When they opened the amnio sac, it was nothing but blood...no clear liquid. They do not know if it was a placental abruption or hemmorage. Baby had to be airlifted to a children's hospital in downtown Phoenix. DH stayed w. her all night. She can't oxygenate on her own due to the blood in her lungs and they are also concerned about her pulmonary. There has really been no progress.
I feel so upset...I only saw her for a few moments and I am scared. I jjust want someone to tell me she will be okay but no one can I feel bad that I had this painless C-section and she is lying somewhere in pain. I want to get to her soon and was able to walk and pump some colostrum for her this morning.
Needless to say, this is not what I ever envisioned and I am still in shock. I am so glad I went in when I did but angry at myself for not knowing sooner and angry at my body for not protecting her as it should. All irrational I know, but everything seems surreal right now. I will update you all as I find out more....
Momma to DD (12/04) and DS (11/09) .
I survived 16 mos! Ask me about breastfeeding a baby with posterior tongue tie, high palate, and weak oral motor skills- whew!
Tricia, married to DH. 2MC's & 4 yrs ttc...finally mom to Andrew6/06 and Benjamin 10/09. Adopted bro & sis 2002. My 2 fav. words: Spay and Neuter! I'm an Ultimate Viewer, 2010!
Hoping the support from everyone here in the mothering community can help give you some peace. Thinking of you and your family.
Sara - - PreK Teacher, Birth Doula, Wife to Shaun (8/13/05), Mama to Caleb (8/17/06), Chance (6/22/08), and Brielle (10/31/09) - - -
"This is the sickest species the world has ever known."
Dr.John Bergman, speaking about the human species.
I will be thinking of you and your new little one! I hope she's doing better! ((big hug))
Jesus-loving Doula/Birth Photographer Mama to Tor 4/2007, Zion 11/2009, Enoch 11/2011, and Zephyr due 12/13/2013
Just wanted to say that I am thinking of you and your little girl. Sending out warm, positive, healing energy to her and to you. No doubt you will both get through this. She is a super strong, courageous little girl just like her Mum!
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