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Livin' the good life here in Connecticut with my DH and our three fabulous boys (4/3/06, 2/4/08 and 5/20/10) Hoping to try for Sweet Baby #4 in December!
Today, I am your twin. And I have cried thrice already out of frustration. It's one thing to be zen with nothing going on, but to have prodromal labor enough to convince a five timer that this is it and then have it peter out...almost daily now for a week...ugh. I'm tired, I'm beyond annoyed, and I hate how I feel. I don't want to feel anger and frustration and I certainly don't want to be thinking to my unborn child "get the he!! out already" but that is where my emotions are today. I'm just pissed at the end of this pregnancy.
Had massive cervical pain all day yesterday. I mean stabbing pain no matter what I did that came in waves. Did I lose plug-nope, start labor-nope...argh! So I convinced DH to DTD and that he really really really can't hurt me, and even if he did it would be great cause we could go to the hospital and have baby removed! (total zen right there huh? ) So after a rough go round... ... ... nothing. Not. One. Stinking. BH. Nada. I'm actually less sore this morning...go flipping figure.
I give up. I guess I'm going to be pregnant until I explode, cause she's not coming out. Mentally, I have already exploded. Now I just wait for the body to follow suit.
GRRR!! A BABY BETTER POP OUT OF My VAGiNA AT THE END OF ALL THIS... because if I end up getting into bed later tonight and waking up pregnant, I am afraid something very bad will happen!!!!!!!!!
I've got an appt tomorrow afternoon that I seriously did not intend to make it to... I'm really pretty PO'd that it is looking like I'll be there... boo.
Well, a baby did NOT pop out of my vagina last night and, surprisingly, nothing really terrible happened. I got mad, I wanted to cry, but I slept a little (between potty breaks) and got up this morning not feeling too bad.
Had an appt this afternoon and discussed NOT being induced with the OB. She and I decided we would not talk about it again till/if I reached 42 weeks. She checked me again and I'm now 3.5 cm, baby "more well applied", did another stretch and sweep. Feeling crampy now and wondering if this means anything... some good ctx, really feeling baby on my cervix.
Feeling calm and much more peaceful than before. Made an appt for Monday which will be 41w1d; my longest pgncy yet was 41w1d long... I really feel like I'll have babe in arms by then... guess we shall see!
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