So my mom, my dad, and my girls were supposed to come down here today and visit for a few days. Well, my mom called me yesterday to tell me that my dad got called in to do some (computer) installation work up in Muskogee OK. But she said she and the girls might still come down (at least that what I thought I heard). I ...called her today to see what was going on and she told me that they were at the Kia dealership, getting the van checked up. Then they were leaving for Muskogee. Evidentally, what I thought I heard about her coming down here to visit was her saying they were going up there for the next 4 days to visit my dad, b/c my girls didn't want to go 9 days w/o seeing him. Mom asked me if I was mad, and I said no, which wasn't a lie. I'm not mad...I'm hurt. I never get to see my family, much less my girls, and I was really looking forward to them coming down here. But she feels that it wouldn't be a good idea, b/c the girls would get bored here in the NICU. I can't tell her that I'm upset, b/c it wouldn't change anything and she would just get an attitude with me. I had to get off the phone with her before she realized that I was crying about the whole situation. I can't even tell her that my doctor put me on anti-depressants, b/c she would have something to say then too. I don't even think she told ... See Moremy girls about them coming down here, b/c they would've said they would rather be here with me and their brother than go see my dad.
I know this is all over the place, I apologize for that. I'm just really, extremely hurt right now.
Gina: Wife to BrandonMommy to Azlea Noel 1-7-04, Valerie Raelle 9-28-05 and Merrick Lux born 5-29-10. S/m to Riley 6-27-02[/COLOR]