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Old 01-22-2010, 11:49 PM - Thread Starter
 
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I can't believe I just typed those words out. I am in a total state of shock but the more I look at that faint pink line, the more I want to let myself hope and believe, even if it is just for tonight. I thought something might be up when I actually made it to my ff test date without AF, but kept getting BFNs on $ store tests. Someone told me to go buy some FRERs and although I didn't see anything at first, there is the slightest pink little line there....

http://canyouseealine.com/view_home_...fm?testID=5523

I won't be telling DH until I get a positive digi and I know even then he won't be excited. After the blighted ovum we didn't find out about until 12 weeks, he probably won't get his hopes up one bit until we see a for real baby or hear a nice strong heartbeat in there. I am keeping everything crossed though and I'll be testing again in the morning.
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All negatives this morning with FMU. Negative digital, FRER and $ store so there really isn't any arguing there. I am super bummed. And pretty pissed that these tests can have such fucking pretty pink evap lines. Back to the waiting game. :cry

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i have the slightest pink little line too.

glad to see you make it over! congrats!

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Old 01-23-2010, 12:03 AM - Thread Starter
 
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We were going to take the next month off and I already have a filled 5 day prescription for 100mg Clomid that we were going to use the month after that. Guess I don't need that anymore.

I will be in my second semester of hardcore nursing classes and if I can manage to stay in the program, I would graduate as an RN in summer of 2011.It will definitely be interesting....not that I totally believe this at all yet.

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rochelle, we've been in the TTC club together for a long long time, I think I remember when you joined actually (not exact of course) and I must say a very BIG CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

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I am sorry

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I'm sorry your tests today didn't come up with much of anything... but as you know, it's not over till AF! Although I know how frustrating it must be for you to be just sitting in TTC limbo. , and I am still holding out tons of hope for you!

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I'm so sorry!

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i would be so so sad. im really sorry.

 

 

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Hang in there sweetie - no af = a chance. Keep us posted one way or the other. I will be hoping for you!
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Still no AF and ff says I am 17dpo. I got a few more evaps on other tests but absolutely nothing that has shown up before the time limit. I still have a little bit of hope just because when I checked my cervix this morning it was so high that I couldn't even feel it to record on my chart. I just want to be out of this horrible limbo.

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I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. I can't imagine how horrible it is not knowing what's going on. I'll be thinking of you!

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