It seems, even now, that the time never *really* will come, but I know that for a *fact* it will. I won't be pregnant forever. (even though it feels that way) and even though I am prepared (physically... as in, the clothes, crib, sling, diapers) I don't feel prepared at all.
I don't feel that it's *really* going to happen... that maybe im not *really* pregnant... haha, you know what I mean. Even with all the dr. visits, hospital stays, and sonograms... it feels as if the actual *newborn* is ages and ages away, as if it will never really come to pass.
I don't feel mentally prepared for this at all. I dont feel like I can MANAGE. I have done this new mom thing twice before, and I don't ever remember feeling this way... so what's different now?
Is anyone else feeling the same way? I am sad that I don't feel excited, happy, or thrilled to be having a new baby... instead I am afraid of it becoming a reality.
I know what you mean, my friend had her baby a couple days ago, and I kept thinking "wow, there really was a baby in there!" This is my 6th pregnancy (4th baby, God willing!) and I still have a hard time accepting that there really is a little person in there!
I think it's pretty normal to have fears and apprehensions, I think it's a normal part of coming to terms with being a mother again. Not that every mom or every pregnancy will go through that, but I don't think your feelings are uncommon!
Also, for my first I was so anxious to have him born, so excited about his first sounds, first turning over, first crawl, etc.
With my second I was so much more relaxed - he will do it all, just on his own time.
This time, I know the birth will happen, all those sweet, wonderful things will happen. I just feel so patient that maybe it feels like reluctance.
We have nothing planned yet, nothing purchased yet (only need a few things), nothing made yet (only need to make a few things). Maybe if these things get done, I will feel more ready.
It's almost sept an I relized I need to get some baby stuff out and washed up so that this baby won't be naked. I do have a few diapers made but I need to get the pre-folds out and ready and all that. I guess we just have so much else going on it's not the only thing we are thinking about this time around.
Married to a WONDERFUL man, SAHM of Israel 9(b) , Ireland 5(g) , Iceland 4(b), Italy 2(g), Scoltand 9 m(g), and pregnant with baby #6
I cant believe that I am ACTULLY pregnant , nevermind that a baby is going to actully come out of me. The time snuck up but at the same time has gone sooo slow. Were both delivering in September, so its pretty much this month(being that were like two days away from september) we will have babies...weird.
p.s. when was your orginal due date?
Married to a Navy man of 12 yrs.
03/02: 11/05: 01/08: 10-18-09: 10-31-10 and 7/22/13 with twins and just found out we're again!!
m/c '97 and in '03