This seems so petty. BUT!
I'm feeling just a tiny bit discouraged. The mw just came for the home visit, which went fine. Good news, even though we both already knew, is baby is head down (I wanted an internal to be positive, bc I can't figure out body parts!) and low. Tiny bit of discouraging news, my bp is creeping up bit by bit. The low # was 68 at my first visit and it's 80 now. She told me to only drink distilled water and eat a cucumber per day to take preemptive action. OK, will do. But I wish I knew why it was creeping up.
Also, this week I was thinking, "How can I be 38 weeks on Wed. when I'm not due for two weeks from Sunday?" and today she has me at 37 w 5 days, which is exactly right for being due two weeks from Sunday. So even though it really makes no difference, and I plan on being overdue by who knows how long, it's that mental game that gets played in probably every mom-to-be's mind when she's so close to that magical 40 week mark!
Add to it all that I've been soooooooo darn irritable (and so has ds, almost 6) and I just keep thinking that once the baby's born it will go away, but I don't think I can handle it for several more weeks! So I need to get things turned around.
So that's my rant, and like I said, it's petty. Thanks for listening!