That is very exciting about your upcoming May baby
I want to tell you that I'm seeing things go very smoothly for you and very quickly as well! Just knowing that you had a hard time surrending last time is actually setting you up quite nicely this time to do so. You will be meditating on that closer to your birthing time. I do see some laboring in the water. I dont get the impression of you planning a waterbirth necessarily, but there will be some water laboring. Looks to me like the bath tub or shower. Seriously, things are going to move quickly and with great ease. I get the impression that you are not going to have much time to think about it anyways.
The main thing (and you know this) is trust. Obviously you have to have that if you are planning a UC. Make sure you are 100% completely there! A small bit of anxiety that comes and go is normal and is good. Shouldn't be niave or uneducated.
And knowing what you had a hard time with last time, meditate on letting that go this time.
Your baby is very excited to come Earthside I can tell you that. And she the way she is born is going to very much indicate her personality in life (in all very positive ways).
Good luck! Many birthing blessings to you!*Please remember that all questions are answered here on the forum only. I do not accept private pm's for more information on your question.*
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