yes, I agree that you are having a hard time deciding if it's worth your time, therefore you are stalling.
And that's the answer. That's all that is, is stalling. Questions to ask yourself: 1. Is this job/career path in alignment with all of my values?
2. Deal I feel joy/excitement and passion when I am working on this business? 3. Are the steps unfolding for me naturally?
If you can answer YES to those three questions, then you are on the right path and it can't be anything but successful (by whatever standards YOU set).
In my intuitive opinion you are on the right path...but haven't we discussed this before ;)