I looked up vocation. It is exactly what I mean " a strong feeling of suitability for a particular career or occupation" THAT is what I want and need! But I also need to be employed and make money. Do you have any thoughts for me?
Law comes to mind for me. And no, I didn't just pick something random. lol
I've actually been meditating on your question.
I see you back in school eventually.
I feel you need to be active with your brain. No ho hum job for you. And even if law school seems like a crazy thought or out of the picture do to time and finances, be sure to think outside the box.
Maybe there is something in the law field that will interest you. I encourage you to give it some thought and do some research on what there is available in that field. See if you get sparked.