So, after months of procrastinating, I finally set up appointments to tour daycares.
I wouldn't want to quit my job--even if it was an option, which it's not. I love what I do, and, besides, I've seen so many kids that do so well in daycare. From observing cousins and nieces it seems like they have a lot of fun, make friends, and even are more verbal than kids I see that have stayed home with a parent. (Generalization based on a very small sample of my own observations--completely not a judgement in any way, shape, or form!)
Plus, I'm getting 3 months at home with the baby after it's born. Then, the hubby and I are each going to work from home one day a week after that so that the kiddo only has to be in daycare 3 days. It's a really amazing set up, actually....
....so why do I want to cry?
Really, I can't figure this out. I have no rational reason for it, other than lack of sleep, but even that doesn't *really* make sense.