I think I just need to vent. It seems all my friends are away or busy for the holiday weekend and I have no one to talk to about this...
Hubby talked about his work "schedule" and it's got me down so bad. He's already been gone for 3 weeks and we pick him up from the airport next week. That was
going to be it, but then a week or so ago he added in that he's only going to be home for five days to a week and then leave until late October.
So today he says he's going to be home for Halloween and my birthday (Nov 1st) and then leave shortly thereafter until he takes a break for the holidays.
(I'm guessing this will be the BIG two weeks of x-mas and New Year)
Then he plans on trying to finish off before the baby... or leaving right after
??? I don't know I think I was hardly able to listen too well at that point in time... my mind is reeling about how to find help... a postpartum doula to help with the girls, or a mother's helper or... what on earth do I do!?
I know I'm a little extra freaked out at this moment and nothing is making good sense. I can't believe he would not take the last few weeks before my edd off and the next couple of months if it were possible. As far as him booking a flight the second I have any signs of labor is insane as I've never labored even 2.5 hours with either child, I'm not even sure you could get from airport to airport in that time. I know these are all ridiculous thoughts and I need to pull myself back into the present.
We just always planned that if hubby got great work opportunities like this one that we would be travelling as a family...
I think I need to go do something productive now before I
sorry about the pity party, but thanks for letting me get this out.