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Old 05-09-2011, 09:47 AM - Thread Starter
 
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So I decided to start up a new chat thread for this week, as per all your suggestions. I think the first one is 7 or 8 pages!!!

 

I have to say how surprised I am that we don't have any Junebabies yet! I just popped over to the May forum and it seems like everyone has or is having their babies.

 

I had some upsetting news at my last MW appt. Baby has fallen 5% on the growth chart and I'm measuring small-for-dates (30 cm at 35w), and my fluid is on the low side.  I was so sure that my last U/S was the last one for this baby!!! I have another one next week and if this trend continues they want to induce. I could just cry! This is exactly what happened with baby #1, except I was 39w when they induced, not 36!!! I understand the rationale of why they would induce earlier than later in this case, but it doesn't make it any easier. With DD1 we had feeding issues, and because she was under 2500g at birth, she had to go to NICU for observation (read: formula-feeding) before they realized that she was perfectly ok, and she could come back to stay with me. I don't know if the procedures are any different with a midwife attending; I suspect not...Anyway, the only thing I can do is negotiate which drugs they use and don't use, and refuse pain meds, which I didn't have the courage to do last time. Although if they are inducing, it means no birthtub for me either :(( 

 

Anyone else been here before? I feel like I'm doing something wrong cause my babies are too small. I've completely cut out coffee completely and am drinking lots of water, and making sure to get plenty of rest, which I need anyway (I'm NOT part of the insomnia club, lol; I've even started sleeping w/o waking up to pee!) Hopefully all this will help baby to gain some weight by next week.


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i'm sorry you are in this situation, lidia. i don't have any experience that would help. i have been trying to eat healthy fats including whole milk, butter, coconut oil, etc. lots of eggs, avocados, yogurt, liver. i'm not sure what kind of nutrition you subscribe to, but i thought i'd throw it out there. it would be sad to induce, especially as baby is just getting to the place where she is putting on the fats! is it possible the ultrasound is wrong? i've read that u/s is really not an accurate way to estimate baby's size at this stage. i get it though that your fluids are low and your belly is measuring small....

 

sorry to hear about others' insomnia. i do wake frequently -- last night's pee fest was unbelievable! i was up every 10 minutes as i was falling asleep. it seems to be worst right when i first lay down to sleep. then up more every 2-3 hours throughout the night. but sleeping is something i can do pretty well these days!

 

ah, it's monday and i hope to get something done! i had a lazy weekend, and i feel my window for getting work completed is getting small. this is week 37 for me, and i don't dare push anything off much longer. i was just telling dh this morning that i've never stayed pregnant longer than 37 weeks! this is kinda cool. orngbiggrin.gif

 

 


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BHappy, I totally hear you on the healthy fats, I've been incorporating them into my diet too. Helps to have a toddler, so I put Homo milk in everything, lol!

 

We'll see what happens with the next U/S. I know they can be off, but last time they were telling me my daughter was BIGGER than she actually was :(  We'll see. At least the midwives don't get insulted when you ask questions and try to negotiate. They get that you want a natural birth, and they understand the benefits of waiting for labour to start naturally. Very re-assuring :)


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I'm sorry your Mother's Day was kinda lame. Catering to the MIL would bug the heck out of me. I hope dinner was nice at least!

Well, DH came through yesterday. :) He bought me flowers and we had a very nice dinner out. Unfortunately the place we were going to go to, for which we had a discount voucher, was closed for renovations; so we ended up at a rather swanky place instead and spent way too much money. :p DH had carpacchio for an entree - it's very thinly-sliced, seasoned raw steak. Rather above our usual level of fancy! I had some extremely good homemade pasta and a dessert that involved an artily-presented tablespoon of cardamom ice cream. It was great fun.

 

Re. healthy fats... my favourite drink at the moment is milk mixed with cream and maple syrup. I don't really like drinking milk by itself, but this is delicious! I try for one glass a day to help me swallow my (vile, vile, vile) fermented cod liver oil; and lately I've been having two a day. The funny thing is, I bought a bottle of chocolate milk the other day when I was out and it tasted really watery and skim milky. :p DH has taken to making his coffee with cream too, and complained that the very fancy coffee he had with his dinner last night was too watery. I guess we're more TF than we thought! :p

 

I've been doing some more reading/research about birth, including reading ALL of Gloria Lemay's blog... and I'm thinking I might just decline all vaginal exams during labour. They're not predictive of how long the rest of the labour will take; I absolutely hate them and find them very painful; they provide an opportunity for infection; some people think they can cause labour to stall or slow, just by being invasive, which makes a lot of sense to me; and I've read some compelling arguments that mother-directed pushing and "breathing out", even on a not-quite-10-cm-yet cervix, won't cause swelling or anything otherwise untoward. Besides, I'm hoping to birth in the pool - if I feel like pushing, there's no way I'm getting out soaking wet, having a VE and then climbing back in! So, yeah. I feel pretty good about this. I think I already briefly discussed VEs with my MW - she said she likes to do one when she arrives at the birthing centre, and another when I feel like pushing. Oh well, I can tell her I changed my mind. :p I might change it again during labour - last time I actually requested a check, even though I hated the procedure, because I was so desperate to know how far along I was. But then I was only 5-6 cm and got all disappointed, so!

 

Also? I spent $64.50 at the herbal shop yesterday. I went there to get some Third Trimester Tea (their blend has nettle, RRL, chamomile and fennel in it). But then I remembered DH wanted some new deodorant... and I saw some raw honey, which is hard to find here... and then I saw an eco-friendly metal water bottle, which reminded me that we've been drinking out of reused Pump bottles for years and exposing our unborn child to estrogens. So, yeah. In my defense, I could have bought $18 postpartum sitz bath mixture and didn't. And now I wish I had. lol.gif


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I've been doing some more reading/research about birth, including reading ALL of Gloria Lemay's blog... and I'm thinking I might just decline all vaginal exams during labour. They're not predictive of how long the rest of the labour will take; I absolutely hate them and find them very painful; they provide an opportunity for infection; some people think they can cause labour to stall or slow, just by being invasive, which makes a lot of sense to me; and I've read some compelling arguments that mother-directed pushing and "breathing out", even on a not-quite-10-cm-yet cervix, won't cause swelling or anything otherwise untoward. Besides, I'm hoping to birth in the pool - if I feel like pushing, there's no way I'm getting out soaking wet, having a VE and then climbing back in! So, yeah. I feel pretty good about this. I think I already briefly discussed VEs with my MW - she said she likes to do one when she arrives at the birthing centre, and another when I feel like pushing. Oh well, I can tell her I changed my mind. :p I might change it again during labour - last time I actually requested a check, even though I hated the procedure, because I was so desperate to know how far along I was. But then I was only 5-6 cm and got all disappointed, so!

 

 


ITA. I've had 8 HB's, last 7 UC's and was never checked. I asked once in my first HB and midwife did it. I asked dh once w/ my first planned UC. Worst experience ever. I have checked myself since, if I had desire. I have pushed w/ a few not knowing if I was fully dilated or not, just went w/ it and have pushed a few knowing cervix was not fully dilated.

 


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Can you tell me more about that? Did it "work"?



It did, just fine. Cervix moved and I pushed baby out. It was no more difficult pushing, pushing baby out was quick. Mind you I had urge to push, I have only ever pushed w/ desire. It is funny though that every single time I start feeling pushy, I push bits and dh says are you pushing. I say yes, feeling the urge and dh tells me every time you should wait, wait a few, LOL. I have told him not to say that and yet every time he gets antsy at that point of labor, never before, or after. His antsiness passes after a few of my pushing w/ contraxs. I told him do not tell me that this time again, we shall see.


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Well, there you go. :p

 

Funny how DHs can be in labour. Mine was great last time - he massaged me with lavender oil for hours, despite having a real Aspie Thing about getting oil on his hands. :p I had two complaints, though: firstly, for reasons unbeknownst to man, he kept repeating "You're doin' good, kid" over and over throughout labour. Which was irritating because a) he didn't really know what he was talking about, and we both knew it, and b) "kid"? Really? I was pretty determined not to be That Woman who yells at her husband during labour, so I kept my mouth shut; but it irritated me the entire time, and I have told him since in no uncertain terms not to say it this go-round. Secondly, he left me for twenty minutes in transition, when I reluctantly let him go to heat up my wheatie bag, because he wanted to eat a pie. In his defense he hadn't had much except fruit salad all day, and he was hungry. But still though.

 

Then last night, we were discussing the upcoming labour and whether or not DD should be there. I thought DH could bring his laptop with some movies on it, so if she got bored or pesky she could go sit in some corner and watch them. He said "We need to get some together... we have How to Train Your Dragon." I said "What? We have heaps... Hercules, Aladdin, Dumbo..." and he said "Yeah, but I want ones I can watch too. I'm not watching Dumbo again." I gave him a Look and said "Dude, you think you're going to be watching movies when I'm in labour?" and he panicked and said "What? I don't know how it's going to work!".

 

Sigh. So I explained, in elaborate detail, how if DD was being pesky DH could briefly sever himself from my side, set up the video, and then return to being my labour support. He was chastened and agreed. :p Men...


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Lidamama, I'm sorry you're having growth issues. I hope things work out just fine.

Smokering, my DH slept through my last labor...well, so did I but not as much as him...he woke up just in time to take me to the hospital and arrived from parking the car just in time to hold my hand while I pushed out the head. orngtongue.gif So I'm not sure how good he will really be at labor support. I've told him to stay well-rested this time and warned him I could very well go into labor at his bedtime, and if so, tough. Last time he was "sooooo tired" (he HAD just come back from a business trip, but come on, I was in labor).

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Well, my father fainted during five of my mother's six labours. (The sixth was an emergency C-section, at which he would have undoubtedly fainted as well, but he was taking care of us and didn't see it.) We have a great photo of nurses fluttering all over my six-foot father, who's propped up in a chair with a wet cloth on his forehead, surrounded by glasses of orange juice... while Mum quietly labours in the corner. :p So, y'know, DH is a step up from that.


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Secondly, he left me for twenty minutes in transition, when I reluctantly let him go to heat up my wheatie bag, because he wanted to eat a pie.

I'm sorry but that totally made me LOL. Men indeed! eyesroll.gif My friend said her husband went to get her a glass of water, then didn't come back for 30 minutes because he'd bumped into some old college buddy in the hallway and started chatting.

 

I seriously need to have a conversation with DH about what I'm going to need from him during & after labour. Last time he fell asleep immediately after the baby was born, leaving me to change her seemingly never-ending meconium diapers all night by myself. I'd been awake for two days straight, and in labour for half of that time. I remember at one point DD was crying, he woke up, glared at me, then turned over and put a pillow over his head. I know he was half asleep and not doing it intentionally, but still. I'm going to tell him that this time I don't care how many cups of coffee he has to drink, he needs to be at least some what "with it" when I need his help. 

 

I'm also totally with you guys on the internal checks. I'm avoiding them like the plague this time around.

 

Incidentally, last time the midwives gave me "permission" to start pushing at 8 cm. The 10 cm thing really isn't set in stone.


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Cracking up at the dh labor stories. Dh is really good actually, but I don't need him to do much. Just be there mostly. W/ Eiley, I went into labor at 8am, she was born at noonish. In transition, although he isn't real clear on when that is, went to go get a sandwich. He should have eaten breakfast, so he wouldn't be "starving" at noon. This is an ongoing annoyance about his eating whenever habits, like 30 minutes before dinner is finished. He didn't need to get a sandwich himself, there is plenty of people to bring a sandwich to him. On the next contraction I called him back to our room,, from the kitchen and he had no sandwich, LOL, before she was born.


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I got pretty clingy during labour. It was weird. What happened was, we went into the hospital early on Sunday because my MWs were pretty sure I had pre-eclampsia. We had to wait around all day (with no food - DH eventually went out and got us pizza at 6PM) for the doctors to get around to telling me that yes, I had fulminating pre-eclampsia and would have to be induced. They wouldn't let me go home; they were going to apply the prostoglandin gel at midnight. They said DH could stay, but he'd have to sleep on a lazyboy in the (tiny) labour room. So it was all pretty sucky - I was devastated about losing my homebirth. I really wanted DH to stay with me, but we agreed that it would be better if he had a decent night's sleep so he could support me better the following day. So he brought me a nightie and some stuff from home, and then disappeared. It was all a bit miserable - I had a fetal monitor left on me for way longer than the 45 minutes it was supposed to be, because the nurses were understaffed and had forgotten about me, so I didn't get to sleep until about 2AM, and noticeable contractions started soon after that. It would have been nice to have DH around during that night. Still, he doesn't cope too well without sleep... well, neither do I, but I didn't have much choice!... so maybe it was just as well.

 

Then when I was in labour - particularly near the end - I went into this really weird headspace and had my eyes tightly shut, but kept panicking that DH had gone away. (Understandable, after the pie incident - right?). I kept plaintively saying "Where are you?", and it never in a million years occurred to me that I could just open my eyes and look around. :p

 

I don't know how I'll be this time around. Hopefully Hypnobabies will make me feel more self-sufficient and less needy. All in all, as I say, he was good last time - I think the experience brought us closer, although in a shared-misery kind of way rather than a joyous-uplifting-experience kind of way! If DD is there too for this birth, it'll change the dynamic. I'm prepared to send her away if she's monopolising his attention, though.

 

And yes, your DH definitely needs to take his turn with meconium this time around! DH changed all DD's nappies at the birthing centre: I felt too weak and icky to struggle out of bed every time. He was great the first night, too. DD slept picturesquely in the nice wooden crib for about twenty minutes before deciding she wouldn't have a bar of it; I was too nervous to cosleep the first night, but DH just casually laid her tummy-down against his chest, draped a hand over her and they both slept peacefully between night feeds. It was sweet. :)


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Sorry to those who had a stressful Mother's Day. :(  Mine was fairly relaxing.  DH took DD and went shopping Saturday and then came home and made me dinner.  Then, we painted our living room wall (not relaxing, but totally soothed my nesting nerve).  The next day, we had a leisurely morning (we go to second service) and DH made me cinnamon rolls (from a can), sausages, and smoothies (more like milk shakes!  I make mine with greens and pregnancy tea, he makes his with cream, frozen strawberries, and sugar!).  He and DD also gave me a handmade card with her hand print on it, a cool little kitchen gadget that cuts garlic, and a pot of miniature roses (all picked by 2 yo DD, apparently).

 

I felt very loved, so when we went to hang out with MIL and SIL later that day, I felt good about mommyhood.  My mother asked to do nothing, which made me sad, but she hasn't been feeling well and says we might make it up on Father's Day.

 

So this morning, I surveyed the house.  The kitchen was an absolute disaster.  I don't think DH did one dish from the two meals he made, and he uses a LOT of dishes.  I tried to empty the DW and clean as I went, but the kitchen was absolutely overflowing with dirty dishes, crusty counters, etc.  One side of the sink is full of paint supplies.  The trash is more than overflowing.  The fridge and some cabinets were moved out of place.  The dining room table covered and a large ladder set up in the entrance.  Paint supplies, baby toys, books, and things moved out of place scattered the living room.  There were no face plates on the wall we painted, of course.  And the rest of the house sort of followed suit. Ahh!  And I have been having strong BH since before I got out of bed! 

 

Thankfully, my nesting is in full swing and much of this stuff actually has a home now and isn't just being shuttled from place to place.  So I've been working a little at a time to restore peace and order to chaos.  Thankfully, it feels worth it to have had my DH make meals and help paint a wall.  And it feels very good to put things to rights.  Haha.  I MUST be nesting!


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Lidia, how much protein are you eating each day? We're supposed to be getting 80-100 grams each day, and about 160 grams a day for those twin mamas. I'm the type of person that can eat carbs all day long, but getting enough protein can sometimes be a challenge. I started eating Greek yogurt with fruit, cheeses, peanut butter, nuts and other stuff to try and maintain my protein intake. Even with eating all that protein my babies tend to be on the smaller side of normal. My biggest baby so far was 7#13oz. Although, I think this one may be at least 8 lbs at birth. He just feels bigger than the others did, and heavier.

 

I love hearing all the DH stories! When I was in labor with my DD and I woke my ex up to tell him we needed to go, he said, "I'm tired. Can' you wait?" I'm sure he wasn't fully awake when he said that because it was about 2 in the morning after all. But I was SO angry with him that I gave him 5 minutes to be in the car or I was leaving without him. I ended up driving us to the babysitter's house to drop off DS on our way to the hospital, and my ex then slept through the majority of my labor. I told every nurse that came in that if they woke him up there would be hell to pay. I did not want to deal with him AT ALL after his rude comment! Turns out that it was great! lol

 

I had all kinds of things planned for today, but I ended up doing much less than I had planned. I did make it to the chiro, and grocery shopping. But then I read and napped and cleaned the kitchen and that was pretty much it until the kids got home from school. I really need to stop being such a bum and do some more stuff... like put away the baskets of laundry that have been sitting in my closet for close to a month. And wash the fabric for the baby's quilt so I can start making it. And maybe vacuum my carpet.


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So I had car trouble and missed my 36 week appointment with my OB office (which all I have ever seen is the CNM in the office.  They don't make you rotate providers so i have never even met the others.  There are two other Drs she is the only midwife)

 

Anyway so I called today to just schedule my 37 week and when they ask who I see in their office, I told them Barb, the CNM they said, Oh she's no longer with us, did you wanna see oen of the OB's instead?

 

What tha...  They said they think she transferred to indianapolis where her family is.  She didnt say anything to me.  Could it have really been that spontaneous of a decision?  Now I am supposed to see a stranger starting 37 weeks?  Too weird.  I am also seeing a HB midwife who is a friend though I was getting most all my prenatal care from this clinic.  She will be the one delivering my baby (at home) so actually I don't NEED to go again and with all other pregnancies where I did shadow care with an OB but had a homebirth I dropped care shortly after the ultrasound midway through. 

 

I guess I will go and get the GBS test just so if for some reason I need transfer, its in my chart my status and less freak out from the hospital.  My midwife does it as well just to have on the chart but if I have her do it I have to pay her out of pocket but my insurance covers the OB doing it so Ill go that route.

 

I just find it so weird the only provider I have seen since I was 8 weeks just up and left.  I guess it happens though. 

 

I just now realized there was a week 2 up, haha.  I gotta go back and catch up on these posts.


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Ha! I agree - the DH stories are awesome! I don't think DH said more than 2 words during my last labor, but then again, neither did I. Since we are going about it unassisted this time, I am sure he will have more questions and/or need more instruction from me. I am hoping to get a nice, clear list together very soon. On it will certainly be "eat now. don't wait until I really need you to decide its time for a snack!" LOL!!

I am really hoping my nesting urge comes back... it was here a few days last week and has now vanished again. I am trying not to put any pressure on myself to get things done, but there are several projects that I really *should* attempt to finish. eyesroll.gif

It is supposed to be 80 degrees here tomorrow! Woo-Hoo!!! I love the warmth and I hope I get to enjoy it a little. We did the majority of our gardening on Sunday, but I do still have to plant my seedlings and spread the grass seed to the bare spots on the lawn. Once that is done I will feel a little more at peace with all of the outstanding projects and what-not. Oh, yeah, I almost forgot - I have to "fix up" a super nasty bathroom we have in the basement and I am not looking forward to that one little bit. Blech. Its super nasty.


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We had our hospital tour tonight. It seems like a pretty decent place as hospitals go and it doesn't look like I'll have to throw too much of a fit to get what I want (or, mostly, avoid what I don't want). I don't want a vaginal exam in triage, though, and it sounds like I'll have to either live with it or throw a fit, and that bums me out--I'd prefer not to BEGIN my visit by throwing a fit about one of the procedures that they take the hardest line on--a lot of the other things I want to opt out of, it sounded like they weren't a big deal, and I don't care either way about any of the other triage procedures. Blah.

 

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Sharita it seems really weird that your MW would just up and leave without saying anything to you beforehand. Very odd. I wonder if there was some kind of falling out between her and the practice and they gave her the boot. At any rate, that really sucks that she's gone, but at least you have your HB MW!

 

Well, my friend that is due June 1st has been having contractions for the past couple of days. She's at the hospital now being monitored but she's not dilating so I think they'll send her home. If she's really in labor then she'll progress better at home anyway. And if she's not then she'll be able to get some sleep, hopefully. Home is the best place for her to be right now, no matter what is going on.

 

And now it's my turn to rant...

 

My ex-husband has decided to be a total ass again. He's got a new girlfriend and it sounds like she's pushing him to be more involved with his kids. Which means that he's been calling my kids for "phone visitations" twice a week for the last 2 or 3 weeks. This is after over 9 years of not even seeing them, and not talking to them even on the phone for nearly that long. He also told his oldest daughter, my kids' half-sister, that he's going to take me to court because I'm violating the custody agreement. Hmmm... you mean the custody agreement that gives me full legal and physical custody of both children, and him only 4 hours of supervised visitation a week that I can cut off if he's not consistent to MY satisfaction? I swear he's on crack. Or totally insane. I think his voices are telling him that he's right when he's obviously lost touch with reality. But I forgot, it's all my fault that he's unsafe and dangerous and can't follow through with anything. It's my fault that he moves constantly and does drugs and gets in trouble for breaking & entering and doesn't tell me where he is or pay child support. It's all my fault. Riiiiiiigghhttt. Ass.

 

I am wondering though if he does try and drag me back to court if we'll be in the county in Oregon where the original order was put in, or if it would be in the county in Texas where we live now, and have been for 4 years. I would imagine that it would be here, because I'm here and so are the kids, and I'm pretty sure that OR wants nothing to do with this case anymore since we don't even live there. Anyone know? My ex doesn't live in OR anymore either, he's in Washington now and has been since our divorce was finalized in 2001.

 

This whole thing is just incredibly annoying. He seems to do this about every few years, pop back up and tell me that I'm being mean and unfair and he wants to be a part of the kids' lives. And I tell him what he needs to do and he doesn't follow through and instead threatens me with court and taking custody away from me. I have to say that after all of this time, I worry less and less about him actually being given any form of custody because his track record sucks and mine doesn't. But it still pisses me off because it takes time and energy for me to deal with this crap all the time. And it's upsetting to the kids to have him doing his "I want to be your daddy" thing for a few weeks until he gets bored and stops calling. I have no illusions that he'll ever actually get his stuff together enough to come down here for a real visit. And if he does it will be supervised by me anyway. And and my kids don't even know him! He's a total stranger to them and he has NO idea how to even talk to them. He can't even remember their birthdays for crying out loud!

 

Okay... I think I need to stop now and go try and sleep. Argh. I can honestly say that he is the one person on the face of this planet that I hate. And I don't even like giving him that much of my energy because he's just such a total waste of oxygen.


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Jenni-- That sounds awful! And ANNOYING! I'm sure that you wouldn't have to worry about a thing with this guy in court. I would even venture to say that the judge would give him a good "talking to" about how to be a man and either be in the kids lives, or not. It's simple. None the less, it still sucks to have to deal with stress that is brought on solely bc another person is too selfish to even realize how much they are hurting others. I hope that he will just disappear again and you can go back to resting and relaxing!


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Ugh, how annoying! I hope you manage to get him out of the picture again with a minimum of fuss... doesn't sound like anything positive for your kids can come of interacting with him.

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Wow, I've missed too much to try to catch up, I think!  I do want to say CONGRATS Annabell, on the farm!  That has to be such a relief to you. :)

 

I had a less-than-stellar weekend.  :/  Saturday was dh's birthday.  He was kind of pouty about the whole thing, because he wants an iTouch and we can't afford it so he just didn't want to do ANYTHING.  Then he decided that a small birthday dinner would be okay, so we invited a couple of close friends over, and a coworker and his family.  I pushed myself WAY too hard getting ready (shopping/cooking/cleaning), but it turned out okay.

 

Sunday was ... awful.  DH woke up with a toothache (this is not new ... he's needed to have some major dental work done for about a year but won't deal with it himself; he wants me to find the dentist and schedule everything and I'm just not.going.to.do.it.) so spent the day on the sofa in pain while I dealt with the kids, animals, etc., by myself.  No card, no flowers, no NOTHING.  I decided to take the kids with me to look for a car seat that afternoon and my car started acting weird.  I decided I'd drop it off at the mechanic the next morning.

 

I was pulling out of the driveway yesterday morning and the Check Engine light came on.  The car was running so bad that I was afraid to try to drive it the 30 miles to work/the repair shop.  So, had to borrow my mom's car, was late for work, and still had to figure out how to get the car to the shop (did it) and make my 37-week appointment/1st bpp of the week (didn't).  *sigh*  NOT how I wanted to spend the day ... plus I used up a little more of the benefit time I need for my maternity leave to be paid-time-off.

 

AND, dh told me yesterday that he will be off work June 1st-20th, which means no paycheck for nearly a month.  Yay.  Not his fault (he's a p/t welding instructor and that's summer break at the school) but soooo not what I wanted to hear when we're facing a car repair bill and unknown medical expenses.

 

ARGH!!!!!  (thanks for letting me vent ...)


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@Heathenmom: That really sucks about your DH and car. I can't believe he won't schedule his own dentist appts! Although I can't say I'm surprised...mine asks me to schedule his cleanings and he's needed fillings done for...oh...about a year and he keeps chickening out. As iff!!! I told him to just get them done w/o the anesthetic, bc the needle is the only thing that actually hurts about the whole procedure but nooo...

 

@Jenni: Good point about the protein. I'm probably NOT eating enough. Like you, I'm a carboholic...and too cheap to eat meat unless I'm making a family meal...didn't realize that could affect growth, though. :(( I hope it's not too late to get things back on track...I feel so guilty.  That also sucks about your ex. hug2.gif Can you change your number or something so that he just can't get a hold of you anymore...kinda disappear? I wouldn't want a deadbeat in my kids' life, but it looks like you're a good fighter for your kids! Luckily, they are getting to the age where they can understand what's what, and realize that their dad is just not a good role model.

 

I took tomorrow and Thursday off work, so hopefully I will get the last of my "need to do before baby" projects done in case baby comes next week. The rest is gravy, IMO. I promised DH not to go into labour this week, though cause he's away all week on a business trip :( Come Saturday, though, I can get back to some cleaning and gardening. I really want to plant some salad veggies for the summer.  The weather has finally turned warm here. All week its supposed to be sunny and 20 degrees (C). Yay for summer!


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Lidia, look into the Brewer diet. It's all about cheap protein. We did it last time with the Bradley method. I'm sort of doing it this time (but I'm vegan now). http://blueribbonbaby.org/  DS was over 9 lbs and I'm expecting another big baby.

 

It's supposed to be 90 degrees here today. Hopefully, we can make it through without me needing to turn on the ac. We're doing Power Smart pricing, so, if I'm going to run the air, I really need to "precool". I'm glad we did the garden stuff that needed done yesterday. Now, we'll see if my puny starts make it. If not, I'll be purchasing some from the farmer's market on Thurs.

 

I have a prenatal massage scheduled for tomorrow. I had a certificate for it, so that's exciting. I have one more certificate for one. I'll save that for a couple of weeks. I did one or 2 when I was pregnant with DS and they are amazing, probably more so last time, though, since I was waiting tables full time.


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Bald Bull's Mama: Thanks for the link, I have printed out the guidelines and checklist and I am hoping that I am not starting too late to make a difference! I'm also going to get some protein powder to make shakes in the mornings/evenings. Hopefully, I can convince my midwife to let me continue eating more protein and to keep monitoring baby :)


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Jenni I feel your pain.  I have an ex that works the same way.  He's a father only when it's convenient, or when he's trying to impress some woman with his stellar parenting skills.  He's gone months without calling the kids, months without seeing them.  Every once in awhile he'll call and tell me (not ask, but tell) that he'll be going back to 50/50 custody and will be changing the kids' schools.  Um no.  We have a court ordered custody agreement, and he's too lazy/uninterested to actually go to court to amend anything.  Nor do I think he can even handle being a part-time father at this point.  Anytime he DOES take the kids, he pawns them off on his parents overnight so he can go on dates with his most recent treat of the week.

 

The latest was him telling me that he wants to go back to split custody, but not until after my year of maternity leave because he knows he has "free daycare" during that year (I will be keeping the kids home this year and bussing them straight from my house rather than paying extra for daycare I don't need).  His only responsibility is paying half the daycare bill, which he does do when it's convenient to pay on time and he doesn't have any important purchases to make like an iPhone he doesn't need, or a $800 dog my son is allergic to.  He pays no child support.  So I guess he sees this as a good way to get out of contributing ANYTHING towards the kids' well-being this year.  He wants to go back to split custody after my mat. leave is up....and will probably expect me to pay HIM child support, as well (he's tried to get it before, even though I had primary physical custody....what a joke).

 

It's needlessly stressful to deal with this sort of BS, so I totally feel for you.  There are days I wish he'd just relinquish his parental rights and disappear.  It's so hard on the kids having this sporadic contact.  He's a hero to them just for showing up once or twice a month, but they're so sad about the broken promises (he tells them he's taking them, then doesn't show, he promises he'll call, and never ever does).  Sometimes I think they'd be better off if he'd just stop pretending to be a dad.

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Jenni I feel your pain.  I have an ex that works the same way.  He's a father only when it's convenient, or when he's trying to impress some woman with his stellar parenting skills.  He's gone months without calling the kids, months without seeing them.  Every once in awhile he'll call and tell me (not ask, but tell) that he'll be going back to 50/50 custody and will be changing the kids' schools.  Um no.  We have a court ordered custody agreement, and he's too lazy/uninterested to actually go to court to amend anything.  Nor do I think he can even handle being a part-time father at this point.  Anytime he DOES take the kids, he pawns them off on his parents overnight so he can go on dates with his most recent treat of the week.

 

The latest was him telling me that he wants to go back to split custody, but not until after my year of maternity leave because he knows he has "free daycare" during that year (I will be keeping the kids home this year and bussing them straight from my house rather than paying extra for daycare I don't need).  His only responsibility is paying half the daycare bill, which he does do when it's convenient to pay on time and he doesn't have any important purchases to make like an iPhone he doesn't need, or a $800 dog my son is allergic to.  He pays no child support.  So I guess he sees this as a good way to get out of contributing ANYTHING towards the kids' well-being this year.  He wants to go back to split custody after my mat. leave is up....and will probably expect me to pay HIM child support, as well (he's tried to get it before, even though I had primary physical custody....what a joke).

 

It's needlessly stressful to deal with this sort of BS, so I totally feel for you.  There are days I wish he'd just relinquish his parental rights and disappear.  It's so hard on the kids having this sporadic contact.  He's a hero to them just for showing up once or twice a month, but they're so sad about the broken promises (he tells them he's taking them, then doesn't show, he promises he'll call, and never ever does).  Sometimes I think they'd be better off if he'd just stop pretending to be a dad.


That last little bit that I bolded says it all. And that is why the judge gave me the authority to cut off my ex's contact with the kids if he wasn't being consistent. The judge wasn't stupid and he could see through the 13 months that we were in court fighting over custody that my ex was totally inconsistent. And the judge knew that to get anything modified would require more trips back to court, more time and money spent, and the whole time the kids get dragged through all of that. Ultimately, they're the ones that suffer with all this BS. My dad did the whole promising visits and never showing up thing. He'd say that my sister and I could go see him for (fill in school vacation here), he'd just have to check his schedule and get back to us. And then we wouldn't hear from him at all for 4 months, or 6 months. or a year. I absolutely know how hard that is to go through as a kid and it sucks. I was a teenager so at least I was old enough to realize that he was the one with the problem, not me. It's so much harder on young kids and they just internalize all of that rejection. It's so sad.

 

My kids haven't seen my ex in over 9 YEARS. They haven't talked to him in I don't even know how long until he randomly started calling a few weeks ago. I'm not sure what he hopes to accomplish with these phone calls and the threats to take me back to court. It just really makes me angry that he can't either commit to being a father 100% (visiting us here, paying child support, sending birthday & Christmas gifts, actively participating in their lives as much as possible) or just go away 100%. What is the point of this half-assed version of parenthood? I'm predicting that in another few weeks he'll get bored with the routine, or tired of it, or whatever and he'll vanish again. And It will be so hard on the kids. But I told them that they can decide if the want to talk to him or not, and so far they do. But along with that came a conversation about how he's done this in the past and he usually disappears after a while and I don't want them to think that they did anything wrong if that happens again. I HATE that I even have to say that to them, but if I don't say it and the ex stops calling, I know they'll think it was something they did. Ugh. This is totally frustrating and awful. I know my kids would be better off if my ex would just go away and stop his lame attempts at fatherhood once and for all.

 

I'm sorry that you and your kids are having to go through this kind of stuff too. It's just awful for everyone involved. :(


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Nikki and Jenni - ((HUGS)) Deadbeat dads make me sick to my stomach. I'm so sorry that you and your kiddos are stuck dealing with this.

 

Lidia - I hope you can work with your midwife to try the protein and see if that helps. I hope that it does. I'd be very frustrated in your situation. I hope you're able to see some improvement and avoid the induction.

 

The DH labor stories were all kind of funny. My DH was actually pretty great during my labor and delivery with my son. He was very supportive of me. However, he and I are both more prepared this time around. We ended up with interventions and things we didn't want last time around. I don't think DH had the proper information and support to advocate for what we really needed/wanted and to realize that I was not really in my right mind when I agreed to certain things. I'm looking forward to this time because things are going to be so different. I think DH is going to be in a different role even because we were able to take a wonderful birth class this time around and I feel like he has great information to help out.

 

Had to laugh about the pie incident. Good God - men - hmmph - sometimes they just don't think! lol


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Crystal, did you see any of where I talked abouty attending my friend's homebirth and how wonderful and inspiring it was? It was with Brande. You are going to be so happy with your experience, I just know it. If she wasn't full, I'd be lobbying DH hard for this. I'm a little envious.


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Crystal, did you see any of where I talked abouty attending my friend's homebirth and how wonderful and inspiring it was? It was with Brande. You are going to be so happy with your experience, I just know it. If she wasn't full, I'd be lobbying DH hard for this. I'm a little envious.


I think I missed that post. Oh yay - I did see a home birth that she attended on her fb business page, so that was kind of cool. I'm really super excited about it. Well, as far as lobbying DH, there's always next time! ;)

 

I FINALLY ordered my birth pool just now. Nothing like waiting until the last minute. I just had a really hard time making up my mind! With this being a first natural birth, first home birth, and first water birth I think I've been overanalyzing everything - trying to make it all perfect somehow, KWIM?

 


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