My father committed suicide when I was 24, 14 years ago. I had just moved to a new state with my husband to be, and he got a call at his first day of a new job, and we turned around and went right back where we came from...
My father shot himself in the head and lived 45 minutes after. Death certificates for a suicide are kind of surreal. He did not do it at home, and had his ID on him.
I could not watch Tarantino movies for a long time after.
He would have loved being a grandfather. He was a sweet man.