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#1 of 15 Old 08-13-2009, 03:20 PM - Thread Starter
 
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I lost my baby girl when I was about 12-13 wks along. I'd just started feeling movement.

She was born August 29th, 2005. She was due in March 2006.

I'm just feeling really sad about it right now. I miss her. I want her in my life. I should have my 9 yr old, my 7 yr old, my 21 mo old, AND my 3 yr old. I think she would have had brown hair like me and brown eyes like her sister.


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Hugs I'm sorry. Some days are harder than others, aren't they?

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Hugs I'm sorry. Some days are harder than others, aren't they?
Yeah. I do ok all year, but when it gets around to my anniversary (Aug 23rd) I know that her birth/death date also looms.

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*hugs* I hope you get all the warmth and love you need right now. i'm always a call or txt or email away. and soon a shortish drive.
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Thanks. I just started AF today. First time since getting pregnant w/ ds2 in January 2007. Strange. And I kind of wish it hadn't been August. One more date to remember, however unwittingly.

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I lost my little girl at 17 weeks in Dec07. August is a sad month for me though, as I got pregnant this month in 2007. It's been a tough month..

I'm sorry for your pain. Peace and healing to you~

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This is the anniversary date of the birth/death. Strange.

I've had an ok day, though. It's been 4 yrs today. Wow.

Thank you for the kindness.

i'm sorry for your loss, too, Vermillion.

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So sorry for your loss.

Last week was the five year anniversary of our dd's birth/death, and while time does dull the pain of the loss, I think we are never quite the same again after losing one of our children.

Wasn't sure if you've ever posted in the Pregnancy/Birth Loss section of MDC, but there's lots of great moms there who have also lost babies.

Wishing you peace.

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Always missing our Gianna, lost during fullterm labor (8/23/04)
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So sorry for your loss.

Last week was the five year anniversary of our dd's birth/death, and while time does dull the pain of the loss, I think we are never quite the same again after losing one of our children.
I agree. It changes you.

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Wasn't sure if you've ever posted in the Pregnancy/Birth Loss section of MDC, but there's lots of great moms there who have also lost babies.

Wishing you peace.

I've tried, but it's just too painful for me.

thanks.

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s! i lost my little girl too. over a year ago. i miss her everyday and wish things were different. i know how you feel. hugs and peace to you!

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it is hard especially when you reach the date your angel grew wings or your edd i made a special page on my piczo site dedicated to my angel it helped slightly to have something to look at when i felt sad because i didn't have even as much as a scan pic.
i even gave him a name (cos i was sure i was haveing a boy) it was Connor Jacob Thomas Wright
here is my page if you would like to have a look
http://mygrowingfamilly.piczo.com/ou...sl=0&st=0&cr=5

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Becky. It's lovely.

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I'm so sorry, Harper Rose.
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