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#1 of 5 Old 04-15-2010, 07:20 PM - Thread Starter
 
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I should be huge and uncomfortably pregnant right now with twins, but I lost them months ago. As the due date creeps near it just hurts more and more. I've lost more babies than I've kept and it just rips my heart out to think about it. Why does it keep happening to me? I've birthed healthy babies, why the change? Now, instead of being busy getting ready for babies and feeling them wrestle in my womb, I sit here alone (my boys are with their dad and my DP is at work) and just can't shake the sadness. All I wanted was to hold them, smell them, nurse them and love them and that has been taken away from me. I just don't understand and I'm not sure I even want to. I just hurt.

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I am so very sorry mama. It just hurts so much.

I wish you peace and gentleness as you approach your babies' EDD.

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Becky, sahm to angel.gif25/04/2000 Chloe 12/04/2002 Cameron 19/02/2004 Caitlin 28/06/2005 angel.gif24/07/2006 and Caden 14/03/2008

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Oh, Mama.

I'm so, so sorry for your loss.


Kaiti, in heartbeat.gif with Shane, astrological mama to spitdrink.gif Sophie *12.27.05*, praying.gif Maya *09.25.07*, sleepytime.gif Phoenix *08.23.09* & 3rdtri.gif due *12.04.11*  Having a hbac.gif waterbirth.jpg lotbirth.gif after 3 cesareans!

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im so sorry mama

Jennifer, Proud army wife to Michael. Mother to Emily age 6 and Megan, my little angel who is now forever 18 months old. I miss you baby girl (9-2-08 to 3-10-10)
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