You are in my thoughts mama.....the sadness that you will feel can not be measured, nor expressed in words alone, but take comfort in the fact that the greatest gift in life is to be loved, and that's one thing that you know for a fact - she was loved.
Please keep us all up to date on any information that you feel should be shared with the rest of the community here....you never know when it may benefit someone else.
I'm so sorry - and what a long wait. Please be gentle with yourself during this terrible time.
i am SO sorry for your loss. i lost my infant son in oct to SIDS so i understand the pain you are going through. i'm so so sorry.
pls know that if you need anything at all, though we are miles away, i am here for you. you can check out my blog (link in siggy) for my baby's story and for my email info.
you are in my prayers. i'm so sorry. this pain is just unbearable. i'm just so sorry that you have to endure it too.
I am so sorry for your loss.
I lost my second child in a very similar way over 11 years ago now. He was 5 weeks old at the time. I realized there was something wrong within minutes. The paramedics and hospital did manage to restart his heart, but that only meant that we had to decide to remove life support 5 days later. His brain stem had shut down.