I have gone through one heck of a month. Jan 1, I missed my period and at that moment I knew I was pregnant. 4 days later I took a home digital pregnancy test and found out that I was. I was so excited. I went to doc and they did not see anything on the ultrasound except the blastyocyst. The pee test and blood work all said yes I was. A few days later I was bleeding pink and brown blood. I went to the er and the doc at the er was sure I was miscarrying. The nurse at the er thought it was implantation bleeding. My regular doc confirmed it was. I have had my hcg score rise just how it should. On wednesday I went to the doc for an ultrasound to see the sac. We saw the sac and my hcg score came back at 1654 at 4.5 weeks. The day after the ultrasound I had some pain inside of my vagina and some blood that was deep pink and brown. I spoke to my doc and that is when she told me my hcg score was at 1654. I am still having blood and some mild cramps ( I have had cramps since the beginning). This morning (Saturday--- Wednesday was my ultrasound) I felt something come out. I took it out of the toilet and put it on paper. It looks like a clot but I am not sure. It is thick and very red with blood and it has some white matter on it. Did I miscarry? I am still have mild cramps coming and going like I have had the whole time and still the same spotting (which by the way has never filled a pad the whole time). I just don't know what to think. I don't understand how my hcg score could be so high and right where it needs to be and just a couple days later I could be passing something?? Had anyone else had this experience
I went to the doc today and she did another ultrasound and said that all she can see is a bunch of blood. Waiting for HCG results to come back....all of this rollercoaster waiting is killing me....
I need help/advise on how to deal.
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