I am not sure how to do this. I keep saying things like, Oh I will just call dad. And then it hits me. He passed away at home with my mom, me and my brother around him. I am struggling with what he went through the few days before. Taking care of him. I don't know what to do with myself. He is my dad.
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I lost my dad a little over a year ago and it is terribly hard. I go up and down in grief. Some days are harder then others. I believe that he can hear me and is in heaven now. but that is a really hard belief to maintain, sometimes. it helps, but it still hurts.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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