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rachelle.. i've been thinking about you and am sorry that you are in such pain..
if it will help, i will tell you about my n.d.e. about 7 years ago.. i actually *died* and went to heaven for.. timeless time.. dunno, maybe no time, in real time, but a while in heaven "time". GOD was with me.. sHe was pure comfort, pure love, pure bliss. light. boundless formless life. i was merged, enveloped in hir energy.. pure eternal love. for a while. i knew it was GOD and heaven, without a doubt. i knew i deserved it because i was a good person, and heaven was my reward. i read with such joy the words of thanks you sent your papa, and i knew that it was your blessing, your releasing him to heaven. and i knew that right then you let him choose to be your angel. yes you have pain, but your hanging on *was* hurting him. your words of joy and thanks were giving him permission to stay with you. know what i mean? to love you, by loving him. maybe i can help by giving you this story, as a comfort. as a proof that there is heaven, so you can release him totally.. and then he will always be with you. he sounds like a wonderful angel.. and he seems like he was an angel as a man too.