I am doing OK I guess. I had a hard time on Sunday and then again on Monday night - my foot (broke it in Sept. 2006) started hurting, and it made me think of right after it was broken and it hurt SO bad and all I could think to do was call my mom. She helped me and talked to me, and Monday night I was just crying that I won't be able to rely on her for things like that anymore.
Today was the first day of classes for me, and I am still feeling pretty stressed out. My anatomy and physiology teacher made some joke about grandmas dying 2/3 of the way through the term and I almost started crying, but didn't. We'll see how I am later tonight. Trouble sleeping is I think where I'm feeling the loss most right now.
for all of us who have lost our moms.