my poor grandparents have to bury their youngest son. He was in his early 40's. They found a tumor just a week or so ago after he went into the hospital with pnemonia. Then he started bleeding and they couldn't get it under control. As of yesterday they DID get it under control, he came off the breathing tube and seemed to be doing really well. Well, early this morning he started bleeding again uncontrollably and died.
I hate cigarettes, hate smoking, ughughgughg it just makes me so mad that he had to die so young. Please if you know anyone that smokes, help them quit. It could save their life
I'm just feeeling so down rightnow. I hate when people die, i have so much trouble just comprehending that he's literally NOT here on this earth anymore....i guess i just don't know what i believe about what happens to you once you die, and because i don't know what to believe, i don't feel like i can ever "heal" when i'm told news like this
sorry if this makes no sense and thanks for just letting me vent.
also, it's hard to take care of my baby today
i feel like i'm not being a fun mommy to him.