Hello I am new here and scared to death right now that any day CPS will be knocking on my door.
I have a question for the community. I have smoked marijuana since I was 15. I have Neurofibromatosis and have constant pain in my nerves and severe back pain. Pills either throw me into hives or aniflixas or I pass out and sleep for hours and hours.
I found out I am pregnant, and saw my doctor at 8 weeks. Now this OBGYN I was honest with she asked after my first blood test if I smoke marijuana. I said yes, but I quit when I found out I was pregnant. This is true mind you. She said she has to file a report with CPS here in CA and that I will be tested at each appointment, and again at birth of my child. The child will be tested and if positive the child will be taken away. I sat right there while the NP filled out a report and asked me how long I have smoked, how much do I smoke, do I smoke around my kid, why I smoke, and then lectured me for about 45 minutes.
Since I have stopped smoking I have severe pain, can barley use my hands due to Glomus Tumors on the nerves of every finger. It kills me to sit here and type this even. I am having so much anexity I can't breathe half the time. I am stressed out and can't sleep. I have such bad morning sickness all freaking day long. I mean I need to smoke, for real, I really do. It is the only thing that helps me.
My question is in CA can they really take my child away because of a positive MJ test? I mean we are good parents, I have another child who is so well behaved and we provide a wonderful loving home. I am never "stoned" around my kid to the point I can not care for him. I take a few hits in the AM to help with pain and at night to help with pain.
What is going to happen? Anyone else ever have this happen? I never drink, never pop pills, and never use any other drug other than MJ. Is my kids really going to be taken away? Are they that serious and my Dr is so demeaning to me and treats me like a herion addict. My script expired and the doctor will not renew me because I am pregnant. So what can I do, anyone ever hear of this or have this happen?
Thanks so much if anyone can please help me.