i have an mri scheduled for the buttcrack of dawn on tuesday, then we will see if i need a biopsy, and go from there. i dont know what i need. Morgan has been a big help, taking care of the girls while i rest and try to just function as a human being, if i take pain meds to manage the pain, i am not really all that helpful in the parenting/human department, and if i dont take them, i am crying in pain doing daily tasks. this has really hit me hard, all within a week.
if anyone wanted to come play with the girls for a while on Sunday or Wednesday or friday or saturday (next not tomorrow) those are the days Mo will be working this week, he has had to totally re-arrange his schedule for the Drs visits, CT scans, the upcoming MRI, and now we dont know if there will be a biopsy, or what....
i am watching the girls sleeping right now, and praying to the fates/stars/goddess/everything that this is just some fluid filled benign cyst from too much sugar, or being such a curvy chick, or SOMETHING other than a cancerous or precancerous tumor. i cant imagine leaving my girls without a mother.
)O( unschooling, witchy mum to Addy(7) and Niamh(4)Living with an invisible chronic illness.Fat and hairy. And happy with both *( o Y o )*