I finally admitted I have a problem.
My baby is 4 months old. I dont know if I have always been depressed or if its with each pregancny/baby. I have 4 kids, the last 3 are exactly 2 years apart, so it feels like I have been depressed forever.
I have no motivation. I cant keep up on anything I should do. I dont want to leave the house. My hubby doesnt understand. he tells me if I need tog et out to go do something. But its not that I dont want to, I CANT. I cant make myself do it.
Theres plenty more, i could go on and on. I feel like I will be this way till I die and there is nothing I can do about it. Well, thats how I have felt until now, when I finally made a dr appt. I am also haveing scary physical symptoms that I think are related to depression/anxiety.
So I have a dr appt tomorrow. How do you get thru the appt? I am so scared. This is my ob that I saw thru 2 pregnancies and the whole time I was seeing him, I never brought up how I felt, so I feel dumb that I spent so much time with him and never said anything. I just always felt like I just needed to shut up and quit whining, that this was just how I had to feel.
I about had a panic attack, just calling to make the appt, it was that scary.
So tell me about when you finally talked to your dr.