I am sorry. I know how hard it is to be OCD. I am going through a horrible bout of it myself right now and I am so sorry that you are having these issues. I may be able to help if you want to try, I am in to nutrition and I am looking into natural therapies for OCD (mostly to help myself). If you check with your doctor, I can get you some amino acids that should help the effects. I live in Novi, so I can either give you the amino acids (with your doctor's permission) or I can tell you what to purchase.
I am in the middle of a OCD episode and I empathize, since for me it is pure torture. I come on here because I was sexually abused by a woman and I have a deep need to respect women in general due to my childhood issues. I also had no nurturing as a child, so I get great comfort from seeing women that are the exact opposite of what I experienced (wow, I am going to have to tell the shrink that one, since I start a new shrink Monday) and I just like to help people in general.
I so just want to crawl into a mom's arms and cry, but that time is past for me and I am going to have to tough it out alone.
I am so sorry for your pain and I wish you nothing but the best, if you want help, please let me know!