Count me in on expecting #4!
We were wanting just one more. (I cannot have anymore due to my Heart Condition). So we figured we would try right away and well, get it over with. I am very weak while prego and I get hit real hard.
So we got pregnant right away! As always!
Than about 1wk after finding out I became terrified, and angry? I guess my clock was so strong that I forgot to think about all that would take.
We will have 4 under 7. But our youngest will be just 2 when the baby arrives. None of my childern have slept through the night before 3. The youngest in still nursing a ton at night and refuses to let DH take him.
: I am sooooooooo tired and I want sleep sooooooo bad!
: Our third is a VERY challenging and demanding child. Really words cannot explain the frustration it is!
Anyway, I have no idea how I am going to keep sane with a newborn, and my demanding nursing toddler??? I am so scarred that I will not be able to do it. I want to be the best mom and I think now, but too late, we should have waited and let ds 3 grow up more first. I hope that the new baby gets all the love I have, and not take away from my other boys on the process.
I have not enjoyed a day of this pregnancy, due to my fears, guilt, sickness, and all our $$ issues.
I really want to since this is our last. I hope the emotions let up soon.