This is my third baby. I had low tech, non-intervention, med free hospital births with my last two that were fairly intense, but also easy (7.5 hours with my first that included 20 minutes of pushing and only 4.5 hours with my second that included about 6 minutes of pushing).
I was just reading some birth stories and my mind suddenly went into, "Oh my God, I don't want to do that again!"
With two kids and a 50+ hour a week job, I haven't had the time to really read the books (I did re-read a couple, but I think I some new ones), think about the birth, visualize, etc. I made a conscious decision to spend time with my pregnancy each and every day this time around, which I have done.
Anyone else with good labor experiences suddenly freak out like this? What did you do? Any good book/tape recommendations to help me with some calming visualizations?