I'm getting a little antsy. I had an epidural, then episiotamy and vacuum suction with ds#1. I thought it was a great birth until I found out that it didn't have to be that bad. If they had let me get up out of that bed none of it may have happened. Oh well. Dh is getting nervous too. He thinks I'm in labor everytime I even breath heavy.Well, I think I'm going to re-read some of the birth stories in Spritual Midwifery or Baby Catcher to calm myself down. I just keep thinking "what if" I can't handle it, etc. when this whole preg. I've had confidence in my body and the baby to do their jobs as they were intended. It's just getting very scarry now that we're almost there. Is anyone else getting freaked out??