[crunchynerd]

Hi all!<br>
I know better, in a way, but am not sure whether I am again "borrowing trouble" which is something I am very good at, or whether this is an intuitive first awareness of something, which I am also very good at.<br><br>
I woke up this morning, and my DS wanted to nurse. Surprise, it didn't bother me the way it did yesterday. I was nervous that maybe this bean wasn't sticking. I did test quite early (today is Day 31) after all. Now I sort of wish I had waited til about 10 days past the time when the next period should have shown up.<br><br>
Thinking it would reassure me, I took the second First Response test. Well, I had just peed 30 minutes before, so it's possible that affected things. But it was fainter.<br><br>
Now I am all gloom and doom, really working myself into it.<br>
And I can't make up my mind whether I am making something out of nothing, or whether I am trying to rationalize myself out of something I know already on some deep level.<br><br>
Argh!

 

[PhotoJournMama]

<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"> I will send some sticky vibes your way.

 

[WaturMama]

Sending sticky vibes too. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/goodvibes.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Goodvibes"><br><br>
For me, it is a nerve wracking time, whether I test or not--just in different ways.

 

[pauletoy]

I have a total of 10 positive FRERs. Mine were lighter with FMU and I totally freaked. I went and bought 3 more. The one I did this afternoon was darker than the one with FMU. I have also been having an issue with dollar tree tests. By the way my pregnancy has even been confirmed with a blood test. We are just waiting to retest Monday to see if the hcg is rising.<br><br>
Anyway, I don't have any advice. I am in the same boat. This was a very unplanned pregnancy. I got pg with Mirena in place. Now that I know I am pg, I am terrified of something happening.<br><br>
I think you and I both need to step away from the FRERs!<br><br>
Congratulations and sticky vibes!!!!!

 

[crunchynerd]

Thanks. I am trying to tell myself "que sera, sera" and get over it, because I want to enjoy taking my mother out for mother's day.<br><br>
Today, I feel less pg than ever. No nipple tenderness, or anything else.<br>
I'm trying not to psych myself out, because in the end, whether I spend my day wringing my hands or happy, won't matter to the end result... or could it? Another thing to worry about!<br><br>
It's been an emotional roller coaster, and if I get good solid pg symptoms soon, it will be a blessing. Otherwise, I just want to find out if I am not either really pg, or staying pg, and get through it.<br><br>
Thanks for the understanding, and positive wishes for you too!

 

[crunchynerd]

I can see that it would be a hard time, having had losses before.<br>
I am so sorry, and send you positive sticky wishes.<br><br>
I bet we would both welcome a healthy dose of morning sickness any day now!

 

[crunchynerd]

I am dog tired and feel like I am functioning on one lung right now, so out from breath, so somehow that comforts me, that the pregnancy is progressing.<br>
If anything, it might be less far along than LMP date would indicate. I think I o'd late.