[fourgrtkidos]

I have been apprenticing (a very slow start) and reading books..... and I am supposed to formerly start school in the fall.

I am starting to think I can not do it.

But, I have to.

I live for this stuff. And yet, I think my kids need me home.

But, if I do not do this now I may never get the opportunity to. (MY DH wants to leave) I will end up stuck, working as a RN in a job I hate just to support myself and kids. So, shouldn't I get school out of the way.(he says he'll stay long enough to get me through it) If I am going to be stuck working outside my home, shouldn't I love what I am doing.

I will have to arrange good childcare either way, the hospital is 12 hour shifts that mostly turn into 13-14 hours away from them at a time. I can do prenatals with them home. My teenager can help, also.

Hugs please.

And well wishes and intentions, prayers that I will be assured of my path and that what's intended for my highest good will manifest in my life.

Thanks,
Michelle

 

[stayinghome]

So you are going to go for midwifery? And you already have an rn degree? Is that right?

You CAN do it! And you will love it! Sure it might be hard but that's all right! You'll get through it and then have a job you'll love.

 

[loved]

There are lots and lots of ways to do this - don't think you only have one or two options. There are many and multitudes!
You CAN do this. You children will benefit from you following your dream and the hard work you undertake to get there.
Remember that!