What a wicked period I've had so far! Highly unusual - loads of cramps and bleeding... and SO EFFIN' RAGING MAD! I mean, I've found myself incredibly irritable... good thing my dd's were with the in-laws today. I'm feeling really impatient too. I wonder if it's still cause I'm disappointed from not conceiving or what... gotta get a handle on it!
In the meantime, we're talking about whether to start TTC as soon as the potential fertile phase starts, which for me, in the past, has been starting with CD 10... OR wait till I get a bit closer to O in order to increase chances of having a boy... but then I'm worried that if we wait - and I still don't know when exactly I ovulate - than we might miss it again. Last month we DTD on day 14, which, by my rather rough calculations, could have been just after O... but clearly that wasn't the case... SOooooo... do we take a chance and try for a boy or say, who the hell cares and just go for it????? Except, the thought of three teenaged daughters in a house 15 years from now... AGH!!!
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What do you think??? OR DO you think about TTC for a gender at all??? Kinda seems a bit vain to me...