Did anyone else go through this? I'm finding I just don't want to, although I wanted to but couldn't physically a week-two weeks after Grace was born. I think part of it is that for the past three years, if I wasn't already pg, sex was about trying to make a baby (mostly). I don't have regular cycles back and don't know if I'm fertile or not yet (probably too early) and I really am not ready to get pg yet. In fact I'm scared of getting pg. I am not on birth control, haven't been taking my temps and I HATE the thought of condoms. Plus I have so many emotions that I just don't know if I'm emotionally ready for sex. I hope it's OK to post this here because it really has to do with post-loss emotions rather than birth control.