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before i found MDC i joined a group for mommas all expecting the same month.. I have more posts than anyone on there and it was a rough go.. i am a virtual freak there.. but i stuck it out and made wonderful friends.. i was banned tonite and my heart is a little bit broken..
i was banned for sharing my birth site with the group. becasue it is *offensive*.. which hurts so deeply to me. i am so self concious and have a severe eating disorder which i fought to overcome during this pregnancy.. i gained a ton of weight and was really feeling badly abou my body especially my boobs which became ennormous.. anyway being told my body is offensive is really hurting me.. and all our babies were just born, i assumed i would be watching these babies grow up.. and as vain as it sounds i feel like i was providiing some info to these mothers they might not get otherwise..
they are wonderful women.
i am barely meeting people here..and i am feeling really hurt by all of this....
just needed to vent.
i was banned for sharing my birth site with the group. becasue it is *offensive*.. which hurts so deeply to me. i am so self concious and have a severe eating disorder which i fought to overcome during this pregnancy.. i gained a ton of weight and was really feeling badly abou my body especially my boobs which became ennormous.. anyway being told my body is offensive is really hurting me.. and all our babies were just born, i assumed i would be watching these babies grow up.. and as vain as it sounds i feel like i was providiing some info to these mothers they might not get otherwise..
they are wonderful women.
i am barely meeting people here..and i am feeling really hurt by all of this....
just needed to vent.