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I've been a lurker in this thread for a while, but haven't posted much because we are doing a not/not wait-and-see type scenario.<br><br>
We last had sex on September 28 and I THINK (not/not remember?) I ovulated around then. My cycles are a little wonky... since we stopped the pill in May, I have had two 35 day cycles, and my last cycle (LMP 9-13-05) was 31 days. I am now on CD 35 with no sign of AF. I was allowing myself to get a little excited, not too much, before I had a definitive answer.<br><br>
I tested this afternoon and got a BFN. OK. So, what does this mean? When then hell am I going to get AF? Why, why to I have to play all these mental games with myself? I was crushed after I read the test.<br><br>
I guess I'll wait a few more days and see what transpires. I hate not/not. It's more my husband's idea than mine, he doesn't want to do anything "official." Fine, but he's not the one on the emotional roller coaster every month.<br><br>
I really want another child, but honestly, this afternoon I was ready to get off the TTC train all together. My first was unexpected, and I've never gone through and official TTC process before. It doesn't help that a June or July baby would be *perfect* for us because my mom's a teacher and is off in the summer.<br><br>
Gah. I'm so tired of this.
 

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<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"> I'm in a similar boat. My cycles are crazy because of the pill. AF hasn't arrived and I just got a BFN this morning. I'm doing all I can to wait until Saturday to test again. Dh doesn't understand why I'm obsessing. He said: "You'll find out soon enough". If looks could kill... <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/mischievous.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="mischief">
 
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