Okay, this may seem unreal and I'mto even say it. BUT I think I'm STILL suffering from ppd since the "birth" of my ds (emergency csection... that's a whole other story). From the moment I saw him (3 days AFTER his birth) until now, I"ve not been the person I was before. I feel worried about EVERYTHING (the state of terrorism, people eating animals, on and on and on...) most of the day. I have moments of "panic" over small things (like my ds falling down... it happens! I mean why do I have to break out a full sweat as soon as he tumbles [email protected][email protected]_) I'm having a difficult time being intimate w/ dh. I am having a VERY hard time "seeing the big picture" of life and instead worry and get all anxious about such uncontrollable things. I also have slight obbsessive compulsive behavior going on. Like getting freaked out if we don't stick to my schedule. I have a short fuse and cry daily... for something... anything! My dh is tired of it. I'm tired of missing the former me! I know I had ppd the frist year after ds was born. I never saw anyone. I was too exhausted and depressed durning that time to ask for help. But, now things are much more clear... but I still have so many of these awful feelings, charactoristics that I never had before. What do you think?