I am sooooooo tired. So so so so tired. And I can't go to sleep, because my body is not letting me. I think it is because I know that I will be waking up shortly...very very shortly. I have a 7 week old babe, my first biological child, and my dh has been gone for two and a half weeks at this point.<br>
No we aren't seperated. He's working out of state, and there were no options to put it off. He'll be back by the beginning of September, but he won't be home almost at all until the end of December at the earliest. I am just too tired to be doing this all.<br>
All I am thinking is that soon the stepkids will be going back to their preschool/ real school programs and I will have less to do. Which is a completely awful thought. I love all my kids so much, but this has been the worst weeks of my life.<br><br>
Hugs and prayers and good thoughts please, I need them.
No we aren't seperated. He's working out of state, and there were no options to put it off. He'll be back by the beginning of September, but he won't be home almost at all until the end of December at the earliest. I am just too tired to be doing this all.<br>
All I am thinking is that soon the stepkids will be going back to their preschool/ real school programs and I will have less to do. Which is a completely awful thought. I love all my kids so much, but this has been the worst weeks of my life.<br><br>
Hugs and prayers and good thoughts please, I need them.