I found out dh has been coming home late because he been drinking at the bar not working late like he claimed. I am done but really scared how I am going to hack this on my own. I have a degree but I been out of work a while and won't make much in my field. I can live cheaply and rent an apartment but how will I afford childcare. I have 2 kids and 1 on the way. Can I get subsidized childcare or share someone? Is there anyway to get affordable childcare for 3 kids and still have money to live.