Hey! Just trying to relax. No changes either way (the cramping and cxs aren't decreasing or increasing), so I don't think it's doing much! I'm mostly just trying to process some thoughts, mostly about my own "take charge, be in control" type personality and I'm trying to just give myself permission to let go and let this baby do what he or she wants. Even though I don't really want to do this yet (and I may not have to!), this baby may be ready before I am.
Or, this could be prodromal labor, and I will slowly go crazy these next few weeks!(laugh now, right?) We'll see what happens, I guess! I feel a little silly, and yet... pinkish-brownish tinged mucous plug is probably something to give some serious thought to. I think I'll just call and bounce this off of the midwives tomorrow. John was incensed that I didn't call them today, but I guess I just kind of feel like, eh- what are they going to do about it? Apply super glue?
Or, this could be prodromal labor, and I will slowly go crazy these next few weeks!