Well, after yelling at my OB/GYN's nurse on the phone and then hanging up on her, I guess I need to find another caregiver.I need to find someone who is willing to work with me on my progesterone deficiency without telling me to wean, and I'm wondering if my best option is a CNM, since they're the only kind of legal midwife in Illinois, and since I need someone who can write a prescription. I'm almost positive there are none in Decatur or Mattoon, but I'd love for someone to tell me I'm wrong. What about Champaign-Urbana? Springfield and Bloomington are remote possibilities, but they are really a long drive for me. I'd also be interested in pro-BFing, pro-NFL doctors, but at this point, I'm really not liking doctors very much.