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Is this where I come if I'm severely depressed and have a 10 month old, but it's not post partum depression? I didn't know if I should go to another forum.<br><br>
I've floated around with mild depression my whole life. sometimes it's gone for some months at a time, but it'll come back and linger a little...mostly just to stop by and make me feel like crap about myself. I'm in therapy, again for other issues, but within the last week I've noticed myself plummit into the depths. I don't take drugs of any type (though I fantasize and daydream about a big fattie <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/redface.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Embarrassment"> ) I mentioned this to my therapist (about being depressed) but I always feel like it's expected given what I'm dealing with and I don't feel like he gives much attention to it. I don't even know if he should. I don't want to dwell on how horrible I feel about myself and that I think about death all the time. I don't think I'd ever actually off myself, I just like to think about it. I think the therapist knows I'd never do it, so we don't talk about it...why talk about something that isn't going to happen.<br><br>
I don't know...I took that ppd quiz and got a 93. Is that out of 100? 150? I just saw that above 70 wasn't so great.<br><br>
anyway, is this where I'm supposed to be?<br>
sarah
 
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