Hi guys, I'm a long time member/lurker to mdc. I'm severly depressed. I've taken the test in the above sticky twice and scored a 77 then an 82. I want to preface this post with the fact that I do not have feelings of hurting myself or my three kids. That is the sunny side and about the only thread I've got left to hang onto, and to focus on. Anyway, I am very uneducated about PPD and what I'm feeling is very new in me. I'm 30, have 3 kids under 5 and really never had more then the baby blues before. This is scary place I'm at now, I've never felt this way. Anyway, my main question tonight is, do you and your husband talk about your PPD? I saw a therapist for the first time today and he never asked about how it went. I talked a bit about her and prices and general info about her, but he never asked questions about what we talked about. Shortly after I got home I had one of my episodes and he hugged me for like a second and told me to just chill out. He didn't say it as harshley as I make it seem when I type it out, but he just said I'm ok and that I need to relax. I want to talk to him and try to explain to him how he can help and what sets me off into a crying fit and tell him things to watch out for, but do I burden him with this? Is this not somehting that other couples do?