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I am just exhausted and can't snap out of it, can't focus....<br><br>
Had a long, very unpleasant discussion with my ex's uncle and aunt Weds night. They are both deaf and he has not been in touch with them since we seperated... almost three years ago. They got in touch with me by email in Dec to confirm my address to send a card. Were surprised I wasn't in HI anymore and that he was not around. So they were in the area this week to visit other people and asked if they could stop by.<br><br>
I had to tell them a long, painful story slowly, by writing it down a little at a time. And everything looks worse in black and white.... I write a few sentences and hand it to Aunt. She reads it... turns to her husband and signs it to him. (My sign is very bad... Hello, good-bye, a few curses....) I have made it a point to get to bed early the last couple nights, haven't been drinking... and I just feel like I am wrapped in cotton. In a fog.<br><br><br>
Bah.<br><br>
Hopefully the weekend will help.
 

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Oh, I know that feeling. Just like everything around you is muted except for the pain inside. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug">
 

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<div style="font-style:italic;">Oh, I know that feeling. Just like everything around you is muted except for the pain inside. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"></div>
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I couldn't have described it better myself.<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/grouphug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="grouphug"><br><br>
Be good to yourself and know that it is going to get better.
 

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The commute was tooo loooong but once I was home my support network kicked in... I have had dinner and a glass of wine and a long, hot shower. DD is playing and very slowly getting ready for bed... that's a Friday luxury and I can't take it from her. Besides, even while the ticking of clock wears me out watching her make dresses out of scarves and mittens then arrange her hair with 17 different clips and ornaments is food for my soul.<br><br>
With any luck I'll have sex later... or at least get to sleep in my lovers arms... and tommorow I think we'll plant flowers.<br><br>
Thank you all for being sweet when I needed it.
 

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"emotional hangover" really says it all, doesn't it. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"> Good luck with the sex, though! <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/mischievous.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="mischief">
 
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