[peacefulmom]

oh mamma I am so sorry for you we are living the same ordeal but we have chosen to seperate from them we see them 1 or 2 times a year and not all of them eighter...thats not right for all I know but it is for us...it is very hard and scary and I wish I could say it gets easier but you do become stronger..I will say that I was not strong in the beginning to stand up for my self but I became much more confident as a mother and protector or my kids and myself.....so good luck and believe in yourself and you will be fine,,good luck