Feel like such a [email protected]#$h! (whine)

When I've felt this way I've had feelings about the birth, new baby, life change that needed acknowledging and working through.

Try journaling!! Write down your fears, feelings, expectations, and then just let the universe have them.

Here's hoping you find some peace!!

Cry! Cry, and cry, and cry some more. Just let it all out, and then have a nice long sleep. Let your DP take care of the kids, and just have some 'you' time. Maybe even schedule a massage to help you relax?

These are great responses...a testament to why this board is so awesome. It's true, I'm feeling a bit anxious about the labor and about not dropping the ball on my first dd while trying to nurture and mother this second dd. I talked about it a little with DP and it helped. Perhaps a bath or something later will help - it all seems like so much work right now - I'm just being pathetic. LOL. I did get myself a yummy burrito and I'm excited to have that.